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Cult Classic

by Happy.

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1.
We stayed in bed all summer you left me when the leaves turned brown even though your love was seasonal I still want you around I wish that you were still here  even though you’re distant now I'll just find a way to entertain myself those words that came out of my mouth I didn't mean it they weren't brought to light ‘til now you didn't like it you're still my only one you're still my setting sun I wish you felt the same but that all changed when I called you the wrong name during sex.
2.
Same shit different day I'm stuck here feeling this way you think you're clever like I don't know you but I know your bullshit and what you've been through show me yours and I'll show you mine not everybody's scars are on the outside get a grip or get out I just don't care I'm slipping under drowning in my 'what if' wonders a reflex, a setback a long list of things I still lack you should leave me and do yourself the favor, baby cause we're not in love I'm convinced it's just the drugs if I could find a way to get my feet on the carpet I'd make it through the door of this apartment it would be easy just to relapse fall back into my old habits but I've got too much dedication to give it up on a pointless conversation get a grip or get out 'cause I just don't care I'm slipping under drowning in my 'what if' wonders a reflex, a setback a long list of things I still lack you should leave me and do yourself the favor, baby 'cause we're not in love I'm convinced it's just the drugs.
3.
Winona Ryder 02:46
It feels like 1960 this pool we’re swimming in is empty I’ve got mirrors on my ceiling sing it to you in your bedroom fill your head with this lovely, dark, tune and I promise that you'll like it promise that you'll like it I promise that you'll like it in the darkest of dens is where we will fit in don't underestimate my capability to be your favorite sin do you think about what I think about? our chemicals mixed with nicotine I'm the cancer in your lungs so just give up and inhale me I'm addicted to the way you smell and the way you make me feel like hell is a place I wouldn't mind to be if you were there with me and you can have what's left of me I'll do my best to remain in one piece and I promise that you'll like it promise that you'll like it I promise that you'll like it darkest of dens is where we will fit in don't underestimate my capability to be your favorite sin do you think about what I think about? our chemicals mixed with nicotine I'm the cancer in your lungs so just give up.
4.
Feels like the right time feels like the right place to tell you everything but you don't wanna hear what I gotta say  I'm begging for your attention  I'm running in circles again how did we get so stagnant? there's gotta be more to life than this all my songs sound so tragic 1 day at a time is how I'll take it  2 songs ‘til you get to my house 3 cigarettes away from a break-up  4 times we've had this same conversation  5 days short of a week since you've called me  6 people told me you said ‘Hello’ 7 minutes with you would feel like heaven But count on me to let you go sleeping on  hardwood floors drinking beers out of the can I've chewed my  fingernails to bone you can see how stressed that I am between you and me we've got eight bucks  I guess you can see how far that'll get us I got a remedy  for our bad tendencies but your consistency is killing me 1 day at a time is how I'll take it  2 songs ‘til you get to my house 3 cigarettes away from a break-up  4 times we've had this same conversation  5 days short of a week since you've called me  6 people told me you said ‘Hello’ 7 minutes with you would feel like heaven But count on me to let you go every hoodie I let you borrow you're probably looking for right now to recall the scents of yesterday's and have a piece of me somehow so I'll smoke another cigarette  sit right here in front of the TV why did you leave me?
5.
Drowners 04:16
I figured out you had your doubts  It’s too late now to talk about  whatever the hell you’ve been up to lately  I don’t care you’re over there  with him it’s not like I would dare  to think about it all night long  that’s crazy  so I’ll just cause a scene  lose all my dignity  and smash a rock through your window  and you can tell your friends  that we weren’t all that serious  but I’ve seen you without your clothes  tell me one thing  if you ever missed me  now’s your chance for you to tell me you’re sorry  that you regret  all your bullshit  but the truth is you don’t think about it  suddenly it occurs to me  it’s all happening  right in front of me  and I can’t breathe  feels like I’m drowning  I am drowning  I am drowning  I took a swing  and missed the hit  if there’s one thing that I learned from it  it’s up to me and only me to make it  will people talk? I won’t be shocked  if soon enough your lies are bought  by everyone we know  I guess I’ll take the hit  I never asked for much  just wanted to keep in touch  was that so hard for you, baby?  well my mind has been changed  spent all night trying to rearrange  my thoughts just fucking erase me  tell me one thing  if you ever missed me  now’s your chance for you to tell me you’re sorry  that you regret  all your bullshit  but the truth is you don’t think about it  suddenly it occurs to me  it’s all happening  right in front of me  and I can’t breathe  feels like I’m drowning  I am drowning  I am drowning  home from touring  I’m so boring  I get stoned watch Rick and Morty  I’ve had on the same shirt now for three days  across the street  that’s where I’ll be  heard there’s a show at 110 huger  maybe for a moment I’ll forget you  tell me one thing  if you ever missed me  now’s your chance for you to tell me you’re sorry  that you regret  all your bullshit  but the truth is you don’t think about it  so take it or leave it  I don’t want to see this break back into pieces  like it did when you cheated  but I gotta tell ya  all I feel now is dark blue  when I’m alone with you  in the walls of my bedroom  one day I’ll get up  brush my shoes off and stand up  starting getting better and getting my shit together.
6.
Lucky 03:21
I don't sound like Jimmy Page but you still like it anyway  sunny afternoon, the blind are drawn, we’re sitting in my room there is nothing on the TV so we just sit and talk about nothing in particular just whatever comes up if I only had a lucky I would give it to you first  maybe half of it  I need it cause my chest still hurts I smoked half a pack today but I don't smell like smoke at least not to me but it would probably make my mom choke up tell my how you like your coffee and I'll make it in the morning did I mention I was a barista for a few months, I guess? I'll even fold your laundry and I don't do my own maybe afterwards if you like it, I could just go home if I only had a lucky I would give it to you first  maybe half of it  I need it cause my chest still hurts I smoked half a pack today but I don't smell like smoke at least not to me but it would probably make my mom choke up if I only had a lucky I would give it to you first  maybe half of it  I need it cause my fucking head still hurts I smoked half a pack today but I don't smell like smoke at least not to me but it would probably make my mom choke up.
7.
With a Y 03:05
Give it up for the last five years have a toast cause we made it through I don’t know a whole lot of songs about people like me and you I dig our apartment and I love our two dogs I said cats weren't for me but I guess I was wrong you've got purple hair a Say Anything tattoo the world’s greenest eyes  can’t help but be obsessed with you  I would take a bullet  stand in front of a train climb the tallest mountain for you I’m insane    Katy baby you know you drive me crazy and lately I haven't said it enough so now I'm saying I'm changing I get a little better every day  that I'm with you  some night we drink with our friends but we like to play Uno bake cakes at 2AM but she steals the covers so I sleep cold we jam to Rilo Kiley she wear skinny jeans with heels she can chill with my little brother so lucky it can't be real Katy baby you know you drive me crazy and lately I haven't said it enough so now I'm saying I'm changing I get a little better every day  that I'm with you.
8.
Fishtank 02:58
It's black and white still can't decide I'm in over my head this time I'm blinded by the comfort I've gotten so used to it  I'll be fine but when they come  for me I'm numb  already by what you have done  yet here I am with both my hands stretched out for you  this wasn't my plan I just might lay here in this grave that I have dug and you could do your worst and I'd still want your loving you has never been that easy but it's worth it if you know what I mean I'm black and blue because of you I try to deny it  but I'm the fool tell me to take some time away I can't look past  what's up today you say you see  red flags but please rose colored glasses look good on me bricks on my feet I’m in too deep Ask and you shall receive I just might lay here in this grave that I have dug and you could do your worst and I'd still want your loving you has never been that easy but it's worth it if you know what I mean.
9.
Wonder 02:44
My parents worry about the state of my well being  I tell them I'll be fine but then they ask me when was the last time you were happy and you knew you were safe? when was the last time you were happy and you stayed in one place? you find yourself shifting around  chipping off piece by piece what'll you do when there's nothing left? I leave a part of me in every partial soul I come across which leads me to believe  that’s exactly what drove me into your arms when was the last time you were happy and you knew you were safe? when was the last time you were happy and you stayed in one place? you find yourself shifting around  chipping off piece by piece what'll you do when there's nothing left?
10.
Trust me not to trust me first impressions are a lie the lack of real sincerity  clouds the clarity in my eyes you can count on me to leave you right when things are getting good but I can't blame you for wanting me more than you ever thought you would he called and he said he's on his way home you’re freaking out cause you're not here alone look at me now I've got a black eye and a bloody lip but it was worth it for my hands on your hips  you say he's the one for you but I know that I am better I guess we can hash that out the next time we are together  it's alright  it's our secret tonight I don't think you can die from a white lie  the label just don't threaten me baby I'm sorry my smirk pulled you in his smile just lacks sympathy I'll comfort you for him again  Did you wear my shirt home last night? Did he notice the smell on your skin? Do your hands shake when you think of me? When you're in bed right next to him?  he called and he said he's on his way home you’re freaking out cause you're not here alone look at me now I've got a black eye and a bloody lip but it was worth it for my hands on your hips you say he's the one for you  but I know that I am better I guess we can hash that out the next time we are together  it's alright  it's our secret tonight I don't think you can die from a white lie.

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Written & performed by Happy.

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released September 7, 2018

Produced, Mixed & Engineered by Will Pugh.
Mastered by Cameron Boucher.

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