A Love That I Still Miss

by Catch Fire

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1.
Poise 01:03
2.
Curfew 03:46
While you party 'til curfew, I'll sit and think about you. I'm begging come home soon,  Come home soon. Turn that bottle upside down, You know I won't be around to witness you, Search for your pride on the ground. And I've got this sickening feeling, You're as high as the ceiling. And I can't stop thinking that this is my fault. There's no way that I can walk back through my hallway, Because your footprints haunt this whole place. There's no way that I can say, that I don't hate you, But I hate what you've become.
3.
Sylvester 02:34
I'll pick a flower for you, One that you're allergic to, So you never forget what I mean to you. You'll talk me out of all the things I wanna do, Pull the moral card and tell me that I should wanna be with you. You never listen to a word I say. Don't point the blame. I'm sick of waking up, Is it not enough that I suffered in silence for so long? "Meet me at Sylvester" That's what she said when I left her. "Meet me at Sylvester".
4.
Lucid 01:11
Day by day, You watch people grow, things change. You watch the sun rise and set, Like every other person has before. Discovering new things sometimes seems fruitless. There comes a point where you have to stop trying to make everyone happy. Your wind will blow their problems away, It's not always your duty to make things okay. You are your only responsibility.
5.
Reality 02:45
I know that I'm not perfect and I know I don't deserve it, But I'm sure from what I've heard that he's a prick and he's not worth it. I've been where you are and I know it's not far, From breaking down and drowning as I float across the surface. If it's a dream then you'll come back to me. But it ain’t this is reality. We've tried this a million times but I miss, The way you used to ask me "Do you like how this dress fits?" I've done you no harm,  Still you're wrapped in his arms, Now I’ve broken down, I'm drowning and I've sunk beneath the surface. Help me, please help me remember. If one day I don't recognize your face, help me, please help me remember.
6.
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry that I'm happy now. I'm guilty as charged somehow. From up here in the clouds, I see it's raining down, But I refuse to come back now. I can't keep your conscience clear for you. That's just something you'll have to do for yourself. I'm just a mountain that you'll have to climb, And you'll get there in time, But we're both better off this way. When we sat down at the table, And talked about times we were able to look each other in the eye. I can't keep your conscience clear for you. That's just something you'll have to do for yourself. I thought you'd rescue me, But you were nothing like I thought you'd be. I thought you'd rescue me, But my problems aren't solved easily.
7.
Thin Ice 04:08
Have you got the time to listen to me? It'll help put to rest my nervous stomach. I still think of you, and the way you do the little things you do. Go ahead try and replace me, Just promise me you'll get home safely. I'm scared I'll fall through thin ice, It would be nice to come back to you. I hope that you can finally replace me, Cause I don't know who I've been lately. I'm destined to be useless, I never thought to ask you this, Revert to back when you used to give a love that I still miss. I'll always be your fucking doormat, But at least you had a use for me. Just tread on me and wipe your feet, Never look my way. Because if I spoke the words that I wanted to, I wouldn't have you anyway. I'm sure that you don't want me anymore. And I know, that you don’t want me. But I don't blame you. I know full that I can't possibly be everything you need, And it fucking kills me.
8.
Sinking 01:43

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All tracks written & performed by Catch Fire

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released March 24, 2017

Produced, Mixed & Mastered by Myroslav Borys-Smith
Original cover photo by Jon Shireman

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