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Beyond Repair

by Blood Youth

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1.
Making Waves 03:12
The day you left, It pushed me even further I'm working for my self I'm working for my mother To keep this roof over my own head You're just another step on my broken neck I've been watching from the outside Wishing for a way in. All I ever did was face your problems You know they crushed me paper thin I'll drink this poison and hope I will forget I'm just an animal you barely know So reckless and untamed Make me a stranger You deserve more But this is all that I can give I have these vivid dreams Of lost relationships No longer holding hands with Fears that don't exist My generations burnt to the third degree Because we're all so scared to be fucking lonely Broken and rusted static Nothing to help me get me past it I'll drink this poison and hope I will forget I'll drink this poison and hope I will forget I'm just an animal you barely know So reckless and untamed Make me a stranger You deserve more But this is all that I can give It's easy to forget when you're not sober It's harder to become another How will you pay for your sins? Turn you into a moment Well you’re fatal, you're just another name You got me so high nothing feels the same Fatal, you're just another name You got me so high nothing feels the same.
2.
I wasn't used to second best and I could tell there was nothing left I'm up against my self again another day just another day I never knew it would come to this wether people know if I exist and it's starting to blur another day just another day I'm still here waiting for someone someone to understand that I need this to mean more to me See through my open arms you dug your nails in and ripped it up and all apart to see what was left unsaid 'cause what I'm running from makes me feel like I'm better off dead I'm better off dead Malfunctions we never worked lock me up medicate berserk sleep around no open doors don't you know the truth it hurts don't you know the truth it hurts I'm still here waiting for someone someone to understand that my reality is something I can't see cause I need this to mean more to me See through my open arms you dug your nails in and ripped it up and all apart to see what was left unsaid 'cause what I'm running from makes me feel like I'm better off dead I'm still here waiting for someone someone to understand someone to understand someone to understand me.
3.
Savanna 03:08
It took a while to understand You let me be a better man Mindset beyond repair We left footprints They couldn't follow Now I'm left with nothing but sorrow Mindset beyond repair Kept me waiting Dying to know I'll be gone in the morning Cast me out without warning Trust what you know And you'll never want more Cus I've been knocking on deaths door I'll be gone in the morning Cast me out without warning How does it feel on the other side? Maybe now I can sleep at night One day you'll realize there's no time to clear the air Feels like I'm caving in A mindset beyond repair Out of sight, out of mind Reality I refuse to see You could never dream enough for me We left footprints They couldn't follow Now I'm left with nothing but sorrow Mindset beyond repair Tell me anything just leave me be Show me nothing I'm chasing ghosts I could never see I'm chasing ghosts I could never see Will you wait for me Not the man I used to be Lift up the debris I'm feeling 6 foot deep One day you'll realise there's no time to clear the air Feels like I'm caving in A mindset beyond repair Out of sight, out of mind Reality I refuse to see You could never dream enough for me Will you wait for me Not the man I used to be Lift up the debris I'm feeling 6 foot deep I'm feeling 6 foot deep Under hopeless affection Picture perfect A dead expression Of my life.
4.
I Rememeber 03:43
It's not a question Where has humanity gone Stuck here like a world without a sun But I'll never walk away Without saying what I got a say I remember, when we were younger Could be anything, so much anger Stuck here like a world without a sun Where has humanity gone? Where has humanity gone? I remember When we were younger Nothing to lose Give back Or prove Now I'm going under I still wonder Now that I'm older Why the world made me a casualty Now I remember There's blood in my mouth The pressure's building up And we are falling out There's nothing you can do When the demons come and take you I remember when we were younger Could be anything so much anger Stuck here like a world without a sun Where has humanity gone? Where has humanity gone? I remember When we were younger Nothing to lose Give back Or prove Now I'm going under I still wonder Now that I'm older Why the world made me a casualty Now I remember My karma’s running out Nothing is left but doubt Building myself back up But I don't give a fuck Building myself back up But I don't give a fuck So I don't give a fuck.
5.
Parasite 03:14
Oh god I'm just a parasite Another holy man in the afterlife For what you can't prescribe There's no sin in the fading light I can't give up on letting in I've tried so hard to remember a fucking thing This is the year of self destruction So sick of being just another burden No cure No cure Fall back bite my teeth down No doubt No doubt Finally I cut you out Am I lucky? Another burden Is it sad I'm happy you're hurting? Pulling apart me hands Another liar in sacred land I can't give up on letting in I've tried so hard to remember a fucking thing Fuck Spit your disease out Spit your disease out Spit my disease out Spit your disease This is the year of self destruction So sick of being just another burden No cure No cure Fall back bite my teeth down No doubt No doubt Finally I cut you out I won't let this get the best of me I won't let this get the best of me Yeah.
6.
Calling all cars do you know what we've found? getting used to the stress getting lost in the sound can't take you into my dead open arms with no roof over head cuts are starting to scar Take my open eyes hide every track as the words come alive take my open eyes hide every track as the words come alive Let me start off by saying sorry I know I never even called I'm out of luck don't get me started guess I never knew it all let me start off by saying sorry I know there's no one left to blame out of luck my guilty conscience is no reason to stay. Another honest mistake the past left a mark I remember the date and you mean nothing to me no more a friend more of an enemy. I know, I know another honest mistake to make up a dead end path my life to take I've never felt this low before but the world outside holds so much more. Let me start off by saying sorry I know I never even called I'm out of luck don't get me started guess I never knew it all let me start off by saying sorry I know theres no one left to blame out of luck my guilty conscience is no reason to stay. Another honest mistake to make up a dead end path Was it all worth it? Was it all worth it? Let me start off by saying sorry I know I never even called I'm out of luck don't get me started guess I never knew it all let me start off by saying sorry I know theres no one left to blame out of luck my guilty conscience is no reason to stay.
7.
Well let me in I'm talking slow You're the only reason I'm letting go Can't put a price on fixing this But I'll hold together Anything we've missed In the end they'll talk of us From our crooked hands To our fear of love With momentum under my skin I'm not giving in I'm not giving in I'm not giving in Blackout, we've started You're the future I discarded All I can say is pulling teeth Has never felt so bitter sweet Yeah Blackout, we've started You're the future I discarded All I can say is pulling teeth Has never felt so bitter sweet Yeah Suddenly I'm supposed to be The saviour, a light A formality Compromise what used to be But in the end forget about me Forget about me Yeah Keep dreaming Keep dreaming It's all a phase in the game you're playing Deceiving Deceiving Suffocating barely breathing I'm left barely breathing I'm left barely breathing Blackout, we've started You're the future I discarded All I can say is pulling teeth Has never felt so bitter sweet Yeah Blackout, we've started You're the future I discarded All I can say is pulling teeth Has never felt so bitter sweet Yeah Keep dreaming Keep dreaming It's all a phase in the game you're playing Deceiving Deceiving Suffocating Barely breathing I'm left barely breathing I'm left barely breathing I'm left barely breathing.
8.
Buying Time 03:32
I always judge myself On what I can't see Unrealistic point of views Are nothing to me Now it's 3am and still I can't sleep With this pain in my head I always find my way Right back to the top The energetic pulse Of what I thought I was not When the days go by From blue into black The energetic pulse Of what I thought I was not Is back Back to the top of the page Gotta relapse myself Into a gear again Into gear again We're all just buying time Until our last goodbye These things I can't afford I want you to know We're all just buying time Until our last goodbye And I want you to know I've always had this problem Since I was a kid A nervous system overload Of something I time I'm the messed up kid At the back of the bus I forgot who to trust I always find my way Right back to the top The energetic pulse Of what I thought I was not When the days go by From blue into black The energetic pulse of what I thought I was not is back Back to the top of the page Gotta relapse myself Into gear again Into gear again We're all just buying time Until our last goodbye These things I can't afford I want you to know We're all just buying time Until our last goodbye And I want you to know I want you to know All this life you see Is careless to some degree I want you to know The shit that I've been through That all this life you see Is careless to some degree We're all just buying time Until our last goodbye These things I can't afford I want you to know We're all just buying time Until our last goodbye And I want you to know Back to the top of the page Gotta relapse myself Into gear again Into gear again.
9.
Bless 03:48
Forget your sympathy I can live for myself Nobody could ever ask me Where have you been? I'm not weak enough Not strong enough And I'm getting very thin This is so much to handle Scared for my life a scandal These lines could bleed and even Write themselves Forget sympathy I can live for myself All I ever wanted? I couldn't help The irony of growing up So see-through The guilt of knowing that I've only hurt you Bleed me out Wear me thin Cut me out Live life in sin Bleed me out Wear me thin Cut me out Live life in sin Live life in sin Cut me out Live life in sin Forget sympathy I can live for myself All I ever wanted? I couldn't help The irony of growing up So see-through The guilt of knowing that I've only hurt you I'm walking corridors Still unaware of where they go Back to the star again Claustrophobic I'm walking corridors Still unaware of where to go I can't start again Here's to the memories You'll never know You'll never know You'll never know Forget sympathy I can live for myself All I ever wanted? I couldn't help The irony of growing up So see-through The guilt of knowing that I've only hurt you You'll never know.
10.
I see the way they stare at me Like a criminal yet to be free Hating the thought of the other side No brighter days, no place to hide Broken jaws Broken teeth Broken but not enough for me Between forever and the after Man made disaster Yeah Broken jaws Broken teeth Broken but not enough for me Between forever and the after Man made disaster Yeah I've been drifting further than usual The pain will set me free But I'm misunderstood In full grace the life I knew is now dead The life I knew is now dead Man made disaster.

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released April 7, 2017

All songs written and performed by Blood Youth
Instrumentals recorded by Jonny Renshaw at Bandit Studios
Vocals recorded by Robin Adams at The Warehouse
Mixed by Fredrik Nordström at Studio Fredman
Mastered by Alan Douches at West West Side

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Blood Youth shine as one of UK Metal’s brightest talents. Blending bile with beauty, the quartet create an intense sonic experience that is unmistakably their own.
Iridescent and resilient, Blood Youth have earned a legion of dedicated followers and have firmly established themselves as a frontrunner of modern metal.
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