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Inside My Head

by Blood Youth

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1.
If I started to feel anything you would be the last to know Iʼm lonely I take it out on you you know that is true there is nothing to this there was nothing from the start youʼre only here to fill the holes in my heart Next to you feeling nothing but worthless Next to you feeling nothing but worthless I'm only human I'm starting to think that living my life not feeling anything From my point of view Iʼm still living life hanging above the sea I wish you meant something to me they say it takes the past to break the future man well Iʼm still trying to hold together my empathy for your sympathy Inside my head Inside my head Next to you feeling nothing but worthless Next to you feeling nothing but worthless I'm only human I'm starting to think that living my life not feeling anything not feeling anything At the end of the day at the end of the day Iʼm still the one falling piece by piece We're falling piece by piece I'm only human I'm starting to think that living my life not feeling anything.
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Failure 04:00
Failure I am nothing to no one Iʼve been running for one day too long Failure Having nothing but bad luck we are living our life from the ground up So much more than you think the price of failure the taste of defeat nothing, if not stronger now my past has brought me to slaughter warn them of my last mistakes tell them of decisions iʼve made still falling despite of time still taking what is mine Failure I am nothing to no one Iʼve been running for one day too long Failure having nothing but bad luck we are living our life from the ground up My hair is falling out over lines we eventually erased now I speak the honest truth I know you cared but you have no excuse I know what they say they talk of obsession we're falling out trying to remember it's getting hard to forget her I wonder, if living here feels like forever Failure I am nothing to no one Iʼve been running for one day too long Failure having nothing but bad luck we are living our life from the ground up Can you answer my needs? Fill my lungs so I breathe? Is that too much to ask of you? Failure I am nothing to no one I've been running for one day too long Failure having nothing but bad luck we are living our life from the ground up.
3.
Cold Sweat 03:32
How am I supposed to think in a house when my family is always crying ? nothing worse then just getting by the draught of debt it leaves us dry please know weʼre doing our very best I've been dragging us through the rest but its still not good enough for you you left me here now I feel like, Iʼm the only one without room to breathe One day it will make sense but right now Its hard to see whats left of myself no truth in your memory I need this time to make you see this lifeʼs not what it seems to be You talk behind closed doors about everything youʼre going through how the hell was i supposed to know what the fuck is wrong with you? What the fuck is wrong with you? You think you know uncomfortable? I could write you 100 books facedown on the hard wood floor its an image that still comes back for more with my bare hands i brought us nothing at all I tried so hard to be the one not to call you left me here now i feel like, Iʼm the only one without room to breathe One day it will make sense but right now Its hard to see whats left of myself no truth in your memory I need this time to make you see this lifeʼs not what it seems to be How the hell was I supposed to know what the fuck is wrong with you?
4.
Dead Space 04:22
Hold your hand against my own you were the liar and I should have known I count your words when youʼre talking to me So I remember every single thing FUCK Do you feel regret from the pain you left? you always want what you canʼt have open up and iʼll tell you why I canʼt stay in one place you know id rather die Iʼm awake in your nightmare but I know it was the distance Your shadow follows me this house of memories is now my enemy A heart that used to beat time for recovery, maybe eventually These walls bare marks of nostalgia I wouldnʼt wish on my worst enemy Your shadow follows me this house of memories is now my enemy A heart that used to beat time for recovery, maybe eventually Iʼm awake in your nightmare but I know it was the distance These walls paint pictures that mean to please Iʼll burn this house, Just to kill this disease MOVE Your shadow follows me this house of memories is now my enemy A heart that used to beat time for recovery, maybe eventually.
5.
Big Smoke 03:51
I could tell you tales of misery that would tear you apart cold shoulder left without a home and the will to give up I am nothing but reliable so why do you let me down? Shown you nothing but loyalty even when you werenʼt around Your eyes tell me things your heart never could at least I felt something something you never would filled my lungs with the big smoke but it was just not to be I could never learn to look after me I had to leave, when I knew this was becoming a strain do now you know what it feels like? Iʼve been looking for someone to save me from this hell nothing could be further from the truth still no sign of changing pace how long can this take? these reoccurring dreams still keeping me awake Do you know what his has done to me? irregular and far apart the sense of knowing my state of heart without you Iʼm half the man I used to be I know that weʼre searching still finding ourselves I had to leave, when I knew this was becoming a strain do now you know what it feels like? Iʼve been looking for someone to save me from this hell nothing could be further from the truth still no sign of changing pace how long can this take? these reoccurring dreams still keeping me awake Can you warn me next time youʼre fading out, I canʼt stand to see us breaking down Hell is just a word reality is so much worse.

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released June 22, 2015

All songs written and performed by Blood Youth
Recorded, Mixed & Mastered by Jonny Renshaw at Bandit Studios
Vocals recorded by Seb Barlow at Celestial Productions

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Blood Youth Harrogate, UK

Blood Youth shine as one of UK Metal’s brightest talents. Blending bile with beauty, the quartet create an intense sonic experience that is unmistakably their own.
Iridescent and resilient, Blood Youth have earned a legion of dedicated followers and have firmly established themselves as a frontrunner of modern metal.
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