1. |
Buried and Blue
02:57
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Recovery, where have you been?
Save me from myself killing belief.
I never thought I'd want to lose myself at all
To close my eyes a bid farewell
Drown in the fact that I'm not someone else
So let me leave from this hell, and let me relearn to be myself
I find it hard speaking out, to try and find what's not in myself
When every body else is living their life proud
I'm waiting for the misery to fall and die in me
No belief is killing me
Cut deep and don't hold back
I don't see you in myself
I can't seem to breathe in and start recovering
Let down and shut me out
Relapse to turning back
It's hard to face me when these scars won't heal at all, let them be visible
I am breaking down slowly to all my 'if only's'
Maybe I cared too much but that was not enough
The contentment and dedication left my arteries
It's not coming back my way.
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2. |
Funeral Verse
04:11
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It's been ten whole years since I first saw you,
Am I finished with you?
Drain the light from my eyes
Bleed me to death for the last time
Carry me on by your side
Break me down,
This has become my home,
Give me up and let me go
I just want you to know I find it hard to write the words
They're the reason that I'm still here
Like day without night or life with no decay
No matter where I'll be this piece is a part of me
And even with time to think
My world is never changing because there is no me when there is no you
Listen close
This is as far as I can go
But just know that I loved you
I need to let go
I left you alone
Losing the place that I call home
So tear me apart don't take it to heart
I gave it all I got
This is where we depart.
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3. |
Blackout Poetry
03:42
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Self health expired,
Heart aches still beating tiered,
I want you to see that love didn't change a thing
Causality caused in baron skin,
Not seen in the world I'm in,
Saturate the cure I can't feel anymore,
A prisoner of this self war
Over thinking killing the feeling,
Keep it in,
Will I make it through tonight,
Blacked out but alive
Exit this, the baron skin,
Life leaving the world I'm in,
Depart, take heart and come apart,
Transfuse whats left of me,
Not excuse found in me,
Ran out of blood to bleed,
I've lost the hold of life so easily,
Suppress recovery
Don't live in your own hell,
Keep it in,
Will I make it through tonight,
Blacked out but alive
No getting through,
In love, outcast, in bloom,
But still I'm so lost in you
Lost loosing control,
When life let me go,
Will I see tomorrow
Over thinking killing the feeling,
Keep it in,
Will I make it through tonight,
Blacked out but alive,
Just be yourself now,
Don't live in your own hell,
Keep it in,
Will I make it through tonight,
Blacked out but alive
Just fine for tonight.
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4. |
Cross Me Out
03:45
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No way out or in
Release is sinking in
Liberate the chemical sin
Thats scarring at my skin
I wanted to know, I wanted to see
What was the worst thing you saw in me
It feels like I've held it together for too long
Do I let it be, even if I bled
Some things are better left unsaid
It feels like I've held it together for too long
Can’t find my self in me
Only compulsion found in me
Every breathe dying to breath
Soaked in bleach for none to see
Misread, mislead and I’m empty
Run down sick of feeling drowned,
Hidden sheltered and earthbound
Why is love not all I need
Do I know love at all
Why is love not all I need
I'll give anything
Why is love not all I need
Can’t find myself in me
Don't know what the world wants me to be
Why is love not all I need
Do I know love at all
Lost the interaction
Devotion out of fashion
Sick of the chain reaction
Life's lost its own attraction
Do I know love
Why is love not all I need
Do I know love at all
Only compulsion found in me
Soaked in bleach for none to see
Misread, mislead at 23.
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5. |
Separation Scars
03:51
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Life is more than living empty veined
I can’t turn back to sink into the same
Forced to be a former me, let it bleed
The start of what was new
Took in and self abused
Sole intent I consumed
That the only one was you
Life is more than what its forced to be
Separating from what I thought was me
Safety washed away
And courage vow betrayed
Are you what I live for
Thought sleep could kill the pain
Nights shorter than the days
You are only my decline
You can’t act like my cocaine
No thought thats not erased
No self left to sedate
No way of quick escape
No euphoric state
The start of what was new
Took in and self abused
Sole intent I consumed
That the only one was you
It's like I’ve felt unsure
More than I have before
Former cause of this self war
You were all that I live for
Feeling my world sink into the same
What if I cant rid the former pain
Rid the pain
I'm not who I used to be
Can’t repeat history
Rid the pain
Live again
How can a world exist
If I’m alone in this
Pull me through, learn to consume
I can live on without you
Live is more
Kill self war
Be the cure
You are all that I live for.
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6. |
Self Synthetic
04:25
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A new way of life is running into my veins,
Rejecting the same way, il find out why some day,
The wound swells and stings, weʼre all slaves to a feeling,
Tonight it canʼt get much worse, so turn this ache to purpose.
This is who we were,
Imbalanced now,
Self unassured,
The change of now.
Fight to survive,
Iʼve become a victim of this life,
Find whats inside,
To keep me alive.
A new way of life, a way out of the dark,
My wall of life scars, is being cut and torn apart,
Cus this is self war I can only fight within,
This is permanent just like the scars on my skin.
Fight to survive,
Iʼve become a victim of this life,
Confined to what you believe in,
So keep me alive for tonight.
I feel truth starting to sink in, and changing,
Did life lose hope in someone else, but you canʼt change this now,
We are all fused and lost in the noise, our paths have become the same,
I know itʼll happen some day, cus our souls will never change.
What if life is,
What its forced to be,
Separate me,
From what it seems,
Learn to be free,
A new way of life,
Seek to avoid, fill the void,
Weʼre all lost in the noise
Fight to survive,
Keep me alive,
Liberate a life,
Separate in order to survive.
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7. |
Funeral Verse+
03:44
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It's been ten whole years since I first saw you,
Am I finished with you?
Drain the light from my eyes
Bleed me to death for the last time
Carry me on by your side
Break me down,
This has become my home,
Give me up and let me go
I just want you to know I find it hard to write the words
They're the reason that I'm still here
Like day without night or life with no decay
No matter where I'll be this piece is a part of me
And even with time to think
My world is never changing because there is no me when there is no you
Listen close
This is as far as I can go
But just know that I loved you
I need to let go
I left you alone
Losing the place that I call home
So tear me apart don't take it to heart
I gave it all I got
This is where we depart.
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8. |
Separation Scars+
02:50
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Life is more than living empty veined
I can’t turn back to sink into the same
Forced to be a former me, let it bleed
The start of what was new
Took in and self abused
Sole intent I consumed
That the only one was you
Life is more than what its forced to be
Separating from what I thought was me
Safety washed away
And courage vow betrayed
Are you what I live for
Thought sleep could kill the pain
Nights shorter than the days
You are only my decline
You can’t act like my cocaine
No thought thats not erased
No self left to sedate
No way of quick escape
No euphoric state
The start of what was new
Took in and self abused
Sole intent I consumed
That the only one was you
It's like I’ve felt unsure
More than I have before
Former cause of this self war
You were all that I live for
Feeling my world sink into the same
What if I cant rid the former pain
Rid the pain
I'm not who I used to be
Can’t repeat history
Rid the pain
Live again
How can a world exist
If I’m alone in this
Pull me through, learn to consume
I can live on without you
Live is more
Kill self war
Be the cure
You are all that I live for.
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