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if im honest
02:50
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I didn’t to let you down or be cold
Hope I see you around when I’m old
And running out of options
It doesn’t seem like you want anything tangible
Just a little out of reach
Yeah, that’s close enough for me
And I don’t feel anything if I’m honest (but I’m not)
I had a dream about my old apartment
I went back to where I started and I did it all the same
I don’t believe in sleeping with my ghosts
How was I supposed to know
That you were talking shit in code
And it doesn’t mean anything if I’m honest (but I’m not)
If I see you it will be the same
When you’re standing in the doorway
I will feel the pull
Tethered down to the perfect ball and chain
I’ll be pulling all the weight when you go
And it doesn’t mean anything if I’m honest
And it doesn’t mean anything if I’m honest
And I don’t feel anything if I’m honest (but I’m not)
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lsob
03:00
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He’s a lucky son of a bitch
He doesn’t know what he has
He doesn’t know what to do with it
She’s pretty light on her feet
She’s always running around
She’s always running away from me
Come back and tell me what to do
I’m rubber, he’s glue
He can’t touch me and I can’t touch you
So tell me what to do
Crawl to your house just to stand outside
and stare at your life like it was mine
Your body is so fine
I just can't tear away my wandering eyes
And you catch me sometimes
I still can't tell if love it blind to it
So tell me what to do
Come back and tell me what to do
Crawl to your house just to stand outside
and stare at your life like it was mine
Come back and tell me what to do
Come back and tell me what to do
Come back and tell me what to do
Come back and tell me what to do
I’m happy for you but not genuinely
You got what I wanted I wish it was me
And you don’t have to say it
I already see that I fucked up I fumbled it out of my league
And it probably worked out better for you
Yeah to tell you the truth it’s probably better for me too
Cause I always want what I lose and I always do
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overkill
02:30
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You’re so pretty, take no pity
I bet you get that all the time
Heaven help me, it doesn’t effect me
I never let the competition change my mind
You stay winning, you don't even have to try
And you don’t have to go, but you will
And you won’t take it slow, but you’re running uphill
Try to fight on the backward slide
When I would die to be by your side
And to keep you standing still
Yeah that’s overkill
Stone cold stunner, home star runner
Glitter in my eye
Hot like summer, hifi color
Blinded by the light
You’re so pretty, take no pity
You get that all the time
And you don’t have to go, but you will
And you won’t take it slow, but you’re running uphill
Try to fight on the backward slide
When I would die to be by your side
And to keep you standing still
Yeah that’s overkill
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4. |
data analysis
02:33
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I wake up starving for your attention
Do you love me darlin
Teach me a lesson in words I can understand
‘Cause I think so hard I can’t even listen
Can’t believe you’d put me in this position
Knees so weak I can't stand
How much space can you take up in my brain before it splits in two
A question leads to ten other questions
And it’s just so hard to hold my attention
And that’s on such a short span
How much space can you take up in my brain before it splits in two
It’s all fake, it’s all made up
I have no choice but I choose you
How much space can you take up in my brain before it splits in two
It’s all fake, it’s all made up
I have no choice but I choose you
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5. |
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I’m fine
You’re fine
It’s fine
And I waste my time thinking
Could have
Should have
Good bad
I need to get my head right
But if you think
What I think
In two drinks
I’d be on your side
But there’s no path
No coming back from that
A new low
I can’t sink
And I smile in my sleep
It’s the only time I get what I need I love that for me
You’re hot
And she’s hot
And I’m not
And I know my place
But that one thought
Turned into too many thoughts
I need to get my head erased
Singin’ I’m fine
You’re fine
Everything’s fine
Even though it’s a fucked up thing to think
I’d lose my conscience to you I think I would lose everything
And I smile in my sleep
It’s the only time I get what I need I love that for me
Seems like a long way down
When you’re overthrown
Baby do you love me now
You hesitated
And if you’re gonna come back around
You’re on your own
Baby do you love me now
You hesitated
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nobody knows anything
02:41
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Never really noticed when it started
Never knew the cold-blooded condition of your heart
Now you’re painting superstitious pictures like an artist
Now you’re throwing inconsistent daggers in the dark
And I guess it’s not so bad to feel so different
Not so bad to not know shit
Never said I did
Nobody Knows Anything
Nobody Knows Anything
I saw what you said to my mother
I guess you don’t have any decency now
I guess Ohio is not just for lovers
And I guess it’s not so bad to be the bad guy
Not so bad to burn your friends
It’s not so bad to live and let die as long as you never forget
Nobody Knows Anything
Nobody Knows Anything
Nobody knows anything good
Nobody knows anything anyone show
Nobody knows anything
Maybe you should try staying calm and collected
What if these problems are all manifested
You’re over-invested in all of your negative thoughts
You think that you’re smart but you’re not
Nobody Knows Anything
Nobody Knows Anything
Nobody knows anything good
Nobody knows anything anyone show
Nobody knows anything
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7. |
god damn it jane
02:23
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It doesn’t make much sense to me
I get no love I get no sympathy
Jane says I’m on the wrong side of history
I don’t think that’s true
Guess we’re not going after all
I punch my fist straight through to the outer wall
She asks me if I have any adderall
I don't think I do
God damn it Jane
Just wanted to dance on Valentine's day
But you couldn’t hold your head up if you wanted to
Now how you gonna cha cha slide
In your red high heels at the corner dive
I walk outside to take a breath
Long enough for Jane to notice I left
And lock the fucking door
And leave me on the freezing porch
I contemplate the parking lot
And weigh the risk of jumping off
To break my wrist or break my arm
God damn it Jane
Just wanted to dance on Valentine's day
But you went and turned sideways like you always do
How the fuck you gonna mambo five
In your red high heels at the corner dive
God damn it Jane
Just wanted to dance on Valentine's day
But you went and turned sideways like always
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hello cruel world
03:17
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I moved to Coronado
Off exit 17
Now I pay $2,000 for a place that I can't sleep
Theres no going back now
To Chateau De Vie
I had just as many problems when I left that place behind
Now I hear fireworks or gunshots in the alley
There’s a man outside my window on new years eve
I feel chemical fear, I hear gravel under feel
Not much I can do about it
I’ll just lay here frozen still
And if anything bad happens just consider this my will
It’s all for you
Now I hear fireworks or gunshots in the alley
Home’s just where I happen to be
Goodbye Benjamin
Hello Cruel World
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big star go
02:56
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Out of all the broken birds
You’re the worst one that I’ve hear
You’ve got silly little problems and I do not care about them
It’s a lot to ask of me
While you’re crying on my sleeve
Just to hand you a solution
That I don’t have one
I don’t have
I don’t have one, if I did
I would run away with it
Like a bullet fucking speed train
Like the wind, like the wind
Like the wind I’d blow away
But you’d still find a way to chase me
Asking me to spare my savings but I don’t have one
Go far go
Go far, Go far
Big Star Go
Go far go
Go far, Go far
Big Star Go
You keep staring at your phone
While you’re driving on the road
Would I be overreacting if I threw it out the window
You’re a risk that I can’t take
You’d leave me face down on the interstate
You’d be asking my permission to walk a tight rope on my backbone
But I don’t have one if I did
I would run away with it
I wouldn’t feel so disconnected in my skin, in my skin
I would fight the gravity
But you’d still hold it all against me
I don’t know how you don’t see that I don't have one
Go far go
Go far, Go far
Big Star Go
Go far go
Go far, Go far
Big Star Go
When I held you on the floor
I was tryin to keep you warm
You were sleeping like an angel and I thought, and I thought
What a miserable mistake
To ask anyone for anything
So just in case you’re wondering I don't have one
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terrible places
02:35
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My mind goes terrible places when you don’t answer the phone
And my hearts off to the races at the end of the tone
You could be dead in a ditch
Could be still as a stone
My mind goes terrible places when you leave me alone
My mind goes terrible places when you aren’t around
Into dimly lit basements on the wrong side of town
You could be dead in the water
Bet you probably drowned
My mind goes terrible places, my mind goes terrible places it goes
AHHHHHH
it goes
AHHHHHH
My mind goes terrible places when you leave me on read
Maybe you’d fallen asleep, another girl in your bed
Maybe you never existed
Made you up in my head
My mind goes terrible places
My mind goes terrible places it goes
AHHHHHH
it goes
AHHHHHH
My mind goes terrible places to connect all the dots
This is the worst of all cases this is the longest of shots
Maybe you got in an accident
But probably not
My mind goes terrible places
My mind goes terrible places
My mind goes terrible places and sometimes it gets lost
Tryin to fill in the spaces but my fingers are crossed
It’s just a misunderstanding
You just fucking forgot
My mind goes terrible places
My mind goes terrible places
It goes
Oh my god
Oh my god
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11. |
sketching lessons
03:56
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Yeah you waited til the very last second
But you made it
Know you got so bored being patient
Taking it slower than 18 wheels on an ice cold shoulder
It’s gonna be alright kid
If it’s not we’ll pretend like it is
It’s gonna be alright kid
You’re still singing
But an echo rings out
And you never feed lost in the crowd
You keep on driving through Arizona
But always feel like you’re home
It’s gonna be alright kid
If it’s not we’ll pretend like it is
It’s gonna be alright kid
I pry open my eyes
To see the brighter side
I set myself on fire to keep it light
I pry open my eyes
To see the brighter side
I set myself on fire to keep it light
A big long road, a while to go
Forever basking in the glow
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