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somebody in hell loves you

by Sydney Sprague

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1.
if im honest 02:50
I didn’t to let you down or be cold Hope I see you around when I’m old And running out of options It doesn’t seem like you want anything tangible Just a little out of reach Yeah, that’s close enough for me And I don’t feel anything if I’m honest (but I’m not) I had a dream about my old apartment I went back to where I started and I did it all the same I don’t believe in sleeping with my ghosts How was I supposed to know That you were talking shit in code And it doesn’t mean anything if I’m honest (but I’m not) If I see you it will be the same When you’re standing in the doorway I will feel the pull Tethered down to the perfect ball and chain I’ll be pulling all the weight when you go And it doesn’t mean anything if I’m honest And it doesn’t mean anything if I’m honest And I don’t feel anything if I’m honest (but I’m not)
2.
lsob 03:00
He’s a lucky son of a bitch He doesn’t know what he has He doesn’t know what to do with it She’s pretty light on her feet She’s always running around She’s always running away from me Come back and tell me what to do I’m rubber, he’s glue He can’t touch me and I can’t touch you So tell me what to do Crawl to your house just to stand outside and stare at your life like it was mine Your body is so fine I just can't tear away my wandering eyes And you catch me sometimes I still can't tell if love it blind to it So tell me what to do Come back and tell me what to do Crawl to your house just to stand outside and stare at your life like it was mine Come back and tell me what to do Come back and tell me what to do Come back and tell me what to do Come back and tell me what to do I’m happy for you but not genuinely You got what I wanted I wish it was me And you don’t have to say it I already see that I fucked up I fumbled it out of my league And it probably worked out better for you Yeah to tell you the truth it’s probably better for me too Cause I always want what I lose and I always do
3.
overkill 02:30
You’re so pretty, take no pity I bet you get that all the time Heaven help me, it doesn’t effect me I never let the competition change my mind You stay winning, you don't even have to try And you don’t have to go, but you will And you won’t take it slow, but you’re running uphill Try to fight on the backward slide When I would die to be by your side And to keep you standing still Yeah that’s overkill Stone cold stunner, home star runner Glitter in my eye Hot like summer, hifi color Blinded by the light You’re so pretty, take no pity You get that all the time And you don’t have to go, but you will And you won’t take it slow, but you’re running uphill Try to fight on the backward slide When I would die to be by your side And to keep you standing still Yeah that’s overkill
4.
I wake up starving for your attention Do you love me darlin Teach me a lesson in words I can understand ‘Cause I think so hard I can’t even listen Can’t believe you’d put me in this position Knees so weak I can't stand How much space can you take up in my brain before it splits in two A question leads to ten other questions And it’s just so hard to hold my attention And that’s on such a short span How much space can you take up in my brain before it splits in two It’s all fake, it’s all made up I have no choice but I choose you How much space can you take up in my brain before it splits in two It’s all fake, it’s all made up I have no choice but I choose you
5.
I’m fine You’re fine It’s fine And I waste my time thinking Could have Should have Good bad I need to get my head right But if you think What I think In two drinks I’d be on your side But there’s no path No coming back from that A new low I can’t sink And I smile in my sleep It’s the only time I get what I need I love that for me You’re hot And she’s hot And I’m not And I know my place But that one thought Turned into too many thoughts I need to get my head erased Singin’ I’m fine You’re fine Everything’s fine Even though it’s a fucked up thing to think I’d lose my conscience to you I think I would lose everything And I smile in my sleep It’s the only time I get what I need I love that for me Seems like a long way down When you’re overthrown Baby do you love me now You hesitated And if you’re gonna come back around You’re on your own Baby do you love me now You hesitated
6.
Never really noticed when it started Never knew the cold-blooded condition of your heart Now you’re painting superstitious pictures like an artist Now you’re throwing inconsistent daggers in the dark And I guess it’s not so bad to feel so different Not so bad to not know shit Never said I did Nobody Knows Anything Nobody Knows Anything I saw what you said to my mother I guess you don’t have any decency now I guess Ohio is not just for lovers And I guess it’s not so bad to be the bad guy Not so bad to burn your friends It’s not so bad to live and let die as long as you never forget Nobody Knows Anything Nobody Knows Anything Nobody knows anything good Nobody knows anything anyone show Nobody knows anything Maybe you should try staying calm and collected What if these problems are all manifested You’re over-invested in all of your negative thoughts You think that you’re smart but you’re not Nobody Knows Anything Nobody Knows Anything Nobody knows anything good Nobody knows anything anyone show Nobody knows anything
7.
It doesn’t make much sense to me I get no love I get no sympathy Jane says I’m on the wrong side of history I don’t think that’s true Guess we’re not going after all I punch my fist straight through to the outer wall She asks me if I have any adderall I don't think I do God damn it Jane Just wanted to dance on Valentine's day But you couldn’t hold your head up if you wanted to Now how you gonna cha cha slide In your red high heels at the corner dive I walk outside to take a breath Long enough for Jane to notice I left And lock the fucking door And leave me on the freezing porch I contemplate the parking lot And weigh the risk of jumping off To break my wrist or break my arm God damn it Jane Just wanted to dance on Valentine's day But you went and turned sideways like you always do How the fuck you gonna mambo five In your red high heels at the corner dive God damn it Jane Just wanted to dance on Valentine's day But you went and turned sideways like always
8.
I moved to Coronado Off exit 17 Now I pay $2,000 for a place that I can't sleep Theres no going back now To Chateau De Vie I had just as many problems when I left that place behind Now I hear fireworks or gunshots in the alley There’s a man outside my window on new years eve I feel chemical fear, I hear gravel under feel Not much I can do about it I’ll just lay here frozen still And if anything bad happens just consider this my will It’s all for you Now I hear fireworks or gunshots in the alley Home’s just where I happen to be Goodbye Benjamin Hello Cruel World
9.
big star go 02:56
Out of all the broken birds You’re the worst one that I’ve hear You’ve got silly little problems and I do not care about them It’s a lot to ask of me While you’re crying on my sleeve Just to hand you a solution That I don’t have one I don’t have I don’t have one, if I did I would run away with it Like a bullet fucking speed train Like the wind, like the wind Like the wind I’d blow away But you’d still find a way to chase me Asking me to spare my savings but I don’t have one Go far go Go far, Go far Big Star Go Go far go Go far, Go far Big Star Go You keep staring at your phone While you’re driving on the road Would I be overreacting if I threw it out the window You’re a risk that I can’t take You’d leave me face down on the interstate You’d be asking my permission to walk a tight rope on my backbone But I don’t have one if I did I would run away with it I wouldn’t feel so disconnected in my skin, in my skin I would fight the gravity But you’d still hold it all against me I don’t know how you don’t see that I don't have one Go far go Go far, Go far Big Star Go Go far go Go far, Go far Big Star Go When I held you on the floor I was tryin to keep you warm You were sleeping like an angel and I thought, and I thought What a miserable mistake To ask anyone for anything So just in case you’re wondering I don't have one
10.
My mind goes terrible places when you don’t answer the phone And my hearts off to the races at the end of the tone You could be dead in a ditch Could be still as a stone My mind goes terrible places when you leave me alone My mind goes terrible places when you aren’t around Into dimly lit basements on the wrong side of town You could be dead in the water Bet you probably drowned My mind goes terrible places, my mind goes terrible places it goes AHHHHHH it goes AHHHHHH My mind goes terrible places when you leave me on read Maybe you’d fallen asleep, another girl in your bed Maybe you never existed Made you up in my head My mind goes terrible places My mind goes terrible places it goes AHHHHHH it goes AHHHHHH My mind goes terrible places to connect all the dots This is the worst of all cases this is the longest of shots Maybe you got in an accident But probably not My mind goes terrible places My mind goes terrible places My mind goes terrible places and sometimes it gets lost Tryin to fill in the spaces but my fingers are crossed It’s just a misunderstanding You just fucking forgot My mind goes terrible places My mind goes terrible places It goes Oh my god Oh my god
11.
Yeah you waited til the very last second But you made it Know you got so bored being patient Taking it slower than 18 wheels on an ice cold shoulder It’s gonna be alright kid If it’s not we’ll pretend like it is It’s gonna be alright kid You’re still singing But an echo rings out And you never feed lost in the crowd You keep on driving through Arizona But always feel like you’re home It’s gonna be alright kid If it’s not we’ll pretend like it is It’s gonna be alright kid I pry open my eyes To see the brighter side I set myself on fire to keep it light I pry open my eyes To see the brighter side I set myself on fire to keep it light A big long road, a while to go Forever basking in the glow

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released September 15, 2023

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