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STARVE

by Blood Youth

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1.
{51/50} 01:41
2.
Starve 04:00
I know Are we just lost in the moment? And I feel it all, even though I am broken Your sympathy was always out of key If I abide, will you stay with me? because it's killing me Killing me Has this world given up on me? Are you my saviour? My agony? When I'm alone left to hate myself All I know is a living hell Pull back the lip, choke on a dead tongue There's damage inside me now I starve myself to mute your sound With no one to blame So just let me drown because its killing me Killing me Has this world given up on me? Are you my saviour? My agony? When I'm alone left to hate myself All I know is a living hell I hope you believe I hope you can't sleep I hope nightmares become reality All those times I left behind Disconnect my mind I hope you believe I hope you can't sleep I hope nightmares become reality It's killing me.
3.
Cut Me Open 03:35
If we were doomed from the start why did this even begin? In truth all I wanted was to take off this skin Is this a game we were destined to lose? The sky is always darker when you're born through a noose Like me And you were never like me And I'm just wasting away No life for me And if you cut me open You'll see what’s running through my veins The essence of beauty is defined through hate You need to know the truth You can't deny the truth (like me) And you were never like me And you will never be like me And I'm just wasting away No life for me And if you cut me open You'll see what's running through my veins You wanna know what it feels like You wanna know what it feels like Medication and therapy Medication and therapy Crawling through the mud On your hands and knees Crawling through the mud You are dead to me Give me ecstasy Medication and therapy You were everything to me.
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Spineless 03:34
I am the one left decaying in the dark Confess my sins but missing the start What was it like to be so sober? What was it like to walk up a lonely path Trying to be a better man But I've never felt such hurt I am distortion Inhale distortion I am the spineless projection The fatal injection I sold my soul to the saint of depression I'll always pray for something new Through all the shit you made me do I am distortion Inhale distortion I never want to leave I am the pain you would never see I only know this anxiety I never wanted to leave I never wanted to leave For what it's worth I know my sin Wide awake at night and I'm giving in I can taste your poison, see what you create Cos deep inside I'm the one you hate I can taste your poison, see what you create Cos deep inside I'm the one you hate I never want to leave I am the pain you would never see I only know this anxiety I never wanted to leave I never wanted to leave I am the one that you hate.
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Nerve 03:23
I am myself a reflection of something obscure Pure, you can't reassure Agonise, fantasise, hypnotise Starving and I don't think I can get away Outside your house (I'm dying) Inside my internal cell Trapped, nobody helped Disregard my health Paralysed and nobody will ever help Just set me free I'm living in fear Just watch me bleed Now just watch me bleed Cut off the nerve Neglected by your side The lines may guide But will never proceed Thorns, in the vein, to the brain Malicious intent I'm tired of living in a fucking lie Outside your house (I'm dying) Inside my internal cell Trapped, nobody helped Disregard my health Paralysed and nobody will ever help Just set me free I'm living in fear Just watch me bleed Now just watch me bleed An aggravated state of mind Forever only passing by And no one ever listened An aggravated state of mind Forever only passing by And no one ever listened to me.
6.
The Answer 03:34
A worthless existence I'm drowning In the river As the water fills my lungs Wondering am I the bastard son? Living diseases Just pick up the pieces So hopeless Your god is sick of excuses So sick of excuses A worthless existence Pathetic and distant The blood is cleaner But vision is weaker The devils dying And I am the answer Time is precious And it will fade away One day you'll know how it is to feel useless So hateful, cos I'm so sick of excuses So sick of excuses A worthless existence Pathetic and distant The blood is cleaner But vision is weaker The devils dying And I am the answer And I am the answer A living disaster A project of torture Forgotten, unanswered.

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Waste Away 04:14
You watch me waste away I know what it feels like to come undone To wake up early To numb myself To throw up blood To hide the sun You watch me waste away You watch me waste away And I wonder How you sleep at night? How you close your eyes? Are you still alive? I've made mistakes Never told the truth I've been down and out Falling away from you I suffocate myself A lifetime living in this hell To numb myself To hide the sun You watch me waste away You watch me waste away And I wonder How you sleep at night? How you close your eyes? Are you still alive? To wake up early To numb myself To throw up blood To hide the sun Suffocation This will be my end.
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9.
Visitant 04:03
How can I care? When my past is so fucked My heart is still closed And my mouth is stitched up To the bottom of emotion It's left me wide open My world is hurt My bones are still broken How can I care? Cos I'm upset, I'm upset, I'm obsessed When you're not there? Cos I'm upset, I'm upset, I'm obsessed With you Cos I'm upset, I'm upset, I'm obsessed When you're not there? Cos I'm upset, I'm upset, I'm obsessed Made to feel like I never existed A time a place that you just never accepted Made to feel like I never existed All of this pain because of you Motherfucker How can I care? When you made me feel like I never existed? A time a place that you just never accepted Cos I'm upset, I'm upset, I'm obsessed When you're not there? Cos I'm upset, I'm upset, I'm obsessed With you Cos I'm upset, I'm upset, I'm obsessed When you're not there How can I care? Made to feel like I never existed.
10.
Scared to death of everybody The secrets we never buried I've been trying for days Just to keep you alive Can you keep me alive? Malevolent love broke my will When I needed help, suffering to feel Malevolent love broke my will When I needed help, suffering to feel Are you the curse I've chosen Tangled up in me? Like the world we lost Now watch me cease to be Malevolent love broke my will When I needed help, suffering to feel Malevolent love broke my will When I needed help, suffering to feel I'm suffering to feel Malevolent love broke my will When I needed help, suffering to feel Malevolent love broke my will When I needed help, suffering to feel.
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Nothing Left 03:11
365 I'm just running out of days Your time is up now fuck you I've watched you dig your hole When I was at the top Fill it with your words You made them up I'm just a wreck See for yourself There's nothing left So what's it gonna be? I’d give it all To save my sanity So what's it gonna be? Because of you There's nothing left of me I am not the enemy you see I’m hearing voices, they're speaking to me Inside my head It's not safe here anymore I can't fucking take this anymore I just can't take this anymore So what's it gonna be? I’d give it all To save my sanity So what's it gonna be? Because of you There's nothing left of me I watch my dreams as they turn to nightmares Your days are numbered, I'm done You were never there 365 I'm just running out of days Your time is up now fuck you.
12.
Hate 01:40
Take another hit Do I have your attention? I dug my own grave Just to teach you a lesson
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13.
Exhale 11:10
This is my final outcome That I dare you to question A hurricane of aggression My world is dying With no company No prophecy for me Why have we no harmony? Only tears in the hands of the enemy This is my final outcome That I dare you to question A hurricane of aggression My world is over I am not the same But I will never change This sickness has got a hold of me Feeling like I'm blind now I can finally see This is my final outcome That I dare you to question A hurricane of aggression My world is dying I don't want to exist This is my final outcome that I dare you to question a hurricane of aggression.

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All songs written and performed by Blood Youth

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released February 22, 2019

Engineered and Produced by Robin Adams
Mixed by Adam 'Nolly' Getgood
Mastered by Ermin Hamidovic

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Blood Youth Harrogate, UK

Blood Youth shine as one of UK Metal’s brightest talents. Blending bile with beauty, the quartet create an intense sonic experience that is unmistakably their own.
Iridescent and resilient, Blood Youth have earned a legion of dedicated followers and have firmly established themselves as a frontrunner of modern metal.
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