1. |
Feel the Same
02:36
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I lost almost as much as I gained
No longer wishing that things stay the same
The action feels heavy
The room starts to fill
With maybes and one days
To cover your bills
This year has been nothing but a blur
Mine can't adjust as fast as yours
If I help everyone else first
To you I’d be a compromise
Is everyone waiting
Or idle in turn
Running in place
But I’m far from who I was
I’ve made amendments
But it’s still in my chest
We’re all pretending that we can still be friends
This year has been nothing but a blur
Mine can't adjust as fast as hers
If I could help everyone else first
To you I’d be a compromise
A lot has changed
But I feel the same
So much has changed
And I’m the same.
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2. |
Soften Up
03:12
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Swim down
Tell me it’s my fault
Or maybe you heard too much
Speak in shade
I'm losing the framing
Waiting for six long years
I’ve been trying
To come to terms with it
Wasting my time
For miles and miles on end
Two weeks notice
From all of my demons
I'm not nearly as complete
As you made me out to be
Swim down
Tell me it’s my fault
Or maybe you heard too much
Speak in shade
I'm losing the framing
Waiting for six long years
Letting go
I’m working late to
Avoid all my actions
Soften Up
I act like I’m drowning
Time didn’t heal my wounds
Then I woke up to
A new excuse from you
If I'm not moving backwards
I’m second guessing the things I do
Two weeks notice
From all the reasons
I’m not nearly as complete
As I made me out to be
I hope you’re safe
And shedding the the things you hate
From all the cliche
They keep you up anyway
I just might be late
You don’t have to wait.
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3. |
I Hope You're Okay
03:36
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Burning fuel
To talk it out
Wish I was someone somewhere else
Same four walls we built it all
Shuffle softly
On floorboards
Temporary moods and your closed door
Only thing that warms your heart
What I couldn’t say
You lost your fangs
I tried to wait
The drive home
We all know
Couldn’t mend
Broken hope
This won’t work
This won't work
This won’t work at all
Wish I knew
You’re okay
Things didn’t end this way
You’re burning us out
Dragging us down
And I haven’t seen you since
You wrecked your head
Talking to walls
My arms around
It’s not your call
You hate yourself
Or no one else
Sinking ships
Your head swells up
Someone new to talk over
I’ve been bored of your distaste
What you couldn’t say
You lost your way
I won’t wait
Hiding
In your skin
No comfort
Exists here
Head isn’t right
Just need some time.
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4. |
Souvenir
03:21
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Shut me up
Old time love
Throw out the souvenir
Cover me up
Tired eyes
Pointless nights
No longer the summer rain
At least we tried
You can miss something and not want it back
Maybe we’re missing out
Or are we right where we’re meant
Hazy mornings
Cover stories
Urgency of summer
And every detail
Force the past to
Fit in your hands
My palms are all torn up
From holding on
Rehashing all of the hours
That we spent
Wasting time pretending it was more than it meant
Made it sound like we burned out
We were just bruised
I make excuses for you and only you.
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5. |
No Cure
02:53
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You inspired the things I want
Now you inspire be the things that I’m not
The little light that you had in your head
Burning bright
Now it hardly stands
You did it all, poorly
But oh how it works out well
Waiting as the paint dries
Almost enough to change
Hard replies
Losing fights
It won’t come naturally
Hurting your kin
Is it collateral damage
You inspired the things I want
Now you inspire be the things that I’m not
The little light that you had in your head
Burning bright
Now it hardly stands
Lost and tired
Shaking from your own rapture
Holding close to salad days
Shifting of ground makes you shake
I know your fears
I learned them
You cannot cure yourself
Lost all your friends
Sum of your most hollow actions
Lay it to rest
Hope in time you can lay down
I know your fears
I learned them
You cannot cure yourself
I know your fears
I learned them
I cannot cure myself
We know your fears
We learned them
We cannot cure ourselves
You know your fears
You learned them
You cannot cure yourself.
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6. |
Fading
03:30
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Hold the past over my head
Misquote me on purpose
Lead with uneven steps
Bodies broken and shoddy
I couldn’t blame you
For fading from view
A house divided
Insurrection on the desk
Told the family
Things like this will always pass
Pointing fingers
From across an empty room
Then the feeling starts to wreck you
Hold the past over my head
Misquote me on purpose
Lead with uneven steps
Bodies broken and shoddy
I couldn’t blame you
For fading from view
Lost your way
They like to think they lead you back
Convinced yourself that this
Is where you’ve always been
Before I left
We tried to fake it to our best
Found a place to hang your heavy head
No one hears you now
Turn it back around
Water fills your lungs
Pull you out again
When you’re lowered down
Desperate for a hand out
Hope will know to go
Have we always known
You’ve always know.
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7. |
Casual Mistakes
03:28
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Didn’t mean to
You’re just tired of phoning in bad news
Found in hotel rooms
Burned your name in hopes it’d convince you
Maybe you want to
Cause often we put ourselves in front of you
Wish that I’d heard you
Maybe you hurt too
Tried to distract you
The better parts of your head
The windows are cracked again
Watch you dissolving
You remind me of me
All of our casual mistakes
Boxing the closet
You couldn’t watch as you lost all your options
They burned your name
Burned it in hopes that you’d make all the wrong moves
I feel the weight pressed on your neck
I’ll be here for what is next
Tried to distract you
The better parts of your head
The windows are cracked again
Watch you dissolving
You remind me of me
all of our casual mistakes
Tucking away
The mistruth in your head
Drinking away all the painted regret
Telling yourself that it’s never that bad
Terms that you never met
Away
Awake
Watch me dissolving
Do I remind you of you
I'm all of your casual mistakes.
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8. |
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I’ll sell out
It’s what I’m about
So quiet and cool
You’d try it too
If I figured it out
You think I’d show you how
Probably not
Thanks for letting me be apart of it
Apart of your scene
Thanks for letting me be apart of it
Apart of the team
Honestly there’ll never be
Another blue like you again
Truthfully it’s okay with me
Because I’ve sold out
It what’s I’m about
So quiet and cool
You should try it too
Rivers figured it out
He won’t show you how
I’m more of a Pinkerton guy myself
The new one
It fell flat on its face
At least that’s what you say
Better anyway
Stay in the garage
Hang up a poster
Never happy
Did you sell out
Never see you around
You’re quiet and cool
I’m unmoved
Will you show me how
How you figured it out
Probably not.
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9. |
Better Now
03:34
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Finally feeling a calm
Am I really worthy of love
Enough will never be enough
Bury the lead and admit it was
So much time
Spent in my head
Beating myself up
Over nothing
Wasn’t here for safety
Found it anyways
It was always you
No one else
Feeling better about it
Never should have doubted
Keep it in the ground
Burn the past and hope the ash wont stick around
Throwing bricks through my plans
Pick up the pieces and start it again
I shouldn’t have made you wait
Just didn’t want to get in your way
So much time
Spent in my head
Beating myself up over nothing
Am I in your way
Should I have made you wait
Not as bad
As I pretend
I've been better
Than I ever have.
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10. |
Home
03:59
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My arm was asleep
The majority
I put on three
Just hoping you’d stay
Fragile and serene
Caring in extremes
Never want you to leave
Nothing worth holding comes easy
Living doesn’t leave much for keeping
Watered and eventually grew
I’m never home without you
Lavender and rose gold
Stubborn bright red
Pockets inside out
Feeling better now
Driving back like a caravan
The same way home
I’ve made this drive for ten years
Now it has purpose
By this time two years ago
We should have been on our own
Am I a weight on your back
You’ll always be everything.
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