1. |
{51/50}
01:41
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2. |
Starve
04:00
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I know
Are we just lost in the moment?
And I feel it all, even though I am broken
Your sympathy was always out of key
If I abide, will you stay with me?
because it's killing me
Killing me
Has this world given up on me?
Are you my saviour? My agony?
When I'm alone left to hate myself
All I know is a living hell
Pull back the lip, choke on a dead tongue
There's damage inside me now
I starve myself to mute your sound
With no one to blame
So just let me drown
because its killing me
Killing me
Has this world given up on me?
Are you my saviour? My agony?
When I'm alone left to hate myself
All I know is a living hell
I hope you believe
I hope you can't sleep
I hope nightmares become reality
All those times I left behind
Disconnect my mind
I hope you believe
I hope you can't sleep
I hope nightmares become reality
It's killing me.
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3. |
Cut Me Open
03:35
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If we were doomed from the start
why did this even begin?
In truth all I wanted was to take off this skin
Is this a game we were destined to lose?
The sky is always darker when you're born through a noose
Like me
And you were never like me
And I'm just wasting away
No life for me
And if you cut me open
You'll see what’s running through my veins
The essence of beauty is defined through hate
You need to know the truth
You can't deny the truth (like me)
And you were never like me
And you will never be like me
And I'm just wasting away
No life for me
And if you cut me open
You'll see what's running through my veins
You wanna know what it feels like
You wanna know what it feels like
Medication and therapy
Medication and therapy
Crawling through the mud
On your hands and knees
Crawling through the mud
You are dead to me
Give me ecstasy
Medication and therapy
You were everything to me.
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4. |
Spineless
03:34
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I am the one left decaying in the dark
Confess my sins but missing the start
What was it like to be so sober?
What was it like to walk up a lonely path
Trying to be a better man
But I've never felt such hurt
I am distortion
Inhale distortion
I am the spineless projection
The fatal injection
I sold my soul to the saint of depression
I'll always pray for something new
Through all the shit you made me do
I am distortion
Inhale distortion
I never want to leave
I am the pain you would never see
I only know this anxiety
I never wanted to leave
I never wanted to leave
For what it's worth I know my sin
Wide awake at night and I'm giving in
I can taste your poison, see what you create
Cos deep inside
I'm the one you hate
I can taste your poison, see what you create
Cos deep inside
I'm the one you hate
I never want to leave
I am the pain you would never see
I only know this anxiety
I never wanted to leave
I never wanted to leave
I am the one that you hate.
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5. |
Nerve
03:23
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I am myself a reflection of something obscure
Pure, you can't reassure
Agonise, fantasise, hypnotise
Starving and I don't think I can get away
Outside your house (I'm dying)
Inside my internal cell
Trapped, nobody helped
Disregard my health
Paralysed and nobody will ever help
Just set me free
I'm living in fear
Just watch me bleed
Now just watch me bleed
Cut off the nerve
Neglected by your side
The lines may guide
But will never proceed
Thorns, in the vein, to the brain
Malicious intent
I'm tired of living in a fucking lie
Outside your house (I'm dying)
Inside my internal cell
Trapped, nobody helped
Disregard my health
Paralysed and nobody will ever help
Just set me free
I'm living in fear
Just watch me bleed
Now just watch me bleed
An aggravated state of mind
Forever only passing by
And no one ever listened
An aggravated state of mind
Forever only passing by
And no one ever listened to me.
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6. |
The Answer
03:34
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A worthless existence
I'm drowning
In the river
As the water fills my lungs
Wondering am I the bastard son?
Living diseases
Just pick up the pieces
So hopeless
Your god is sick of excuses
So sick of excuses
A worthless existence
Pathetic and distant
The blood is cleaner
But vision is weaker
The devils dying
And I am the answer
Time is precious
And it will fade away
One day you'll know how it is to feel useless
So hateful, cos I'm so sick of excuses
So sick of excuses
A worthless existence
Pathetic and distant
The blood is cleaner
But vision is weaker
The devils dying
And I am the answer
And I am the answer
A living disaster
A project of torture
Forgotten, unanswered.
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7. |
Waste Away
04:14
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You watch me waste away
I know what it feels like to come undone
To wake up early
To numb myself
To throw up blood
To hide the sun
You watch me waste away
You watch me waste away
And I wonder
How you sleep at night?
How you close your eyes?
Are you still alive?
I've made mistakes
Never told the truth
I've been down and out
Falling away from you
I suffocate myself
A lifetime living in this hell
To numb myself
To hide the sun
You watch me waste away
You watch me waste away
And I wonder
How you sleep at night?
How you close your eyes?
Are you still alive?
To wake up early
To numb myself
To throw up blood
To hide the sun
Suffocation
This will be my end.
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8. |
{stone.tape.theory}
01:12
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9. |
Visitant
04:03
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How can I care?
When my past is so fucked
My heart is still closed
And my mouth is stitched up
To the bottom of emotion
It's left me wide open
My world is hurt
My bones are still broken
How can I care?
Cos I'm upset, I'm upset, I'm obsessed
When you're not there?
Cos I'm upset, I'm upset, I'm obsessed
With you
Cos I'm upset, I'm upset, I'm obsessed
When you're not there?
Cos I'm upset, I'm upset, I'm obsessed
Made to feel like I never existed
A time a place that you just never accepted
Made to feel like I never existed
All of this pain because of you
Motherfucker
How can I care?
When you made me feel like I never existed?
A time a place that you just never accepted
Cos I'm upset, I'm upset, I'm obsessed
When you're not there?
Cos I'm upset, I'm upset, I'm obsessed
With you
Cos I'm upset, I'm upset, I'm obsessed
When you're not there
How can I care?
Made to feel like I never existed.
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10. |
Keep You Alive
03:47
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Scared to death of everybody
The secrets we never buried
I've been trying for days
Just to keep you alive
Can you keep me alive?
Malevolent love broke my will
When I needed help, suffering to feel
Malevolent love broke my will
When I needed help, suffering to feel
Are you the curse I've chosen
Tangled up in me?
Like the world we lost
Now watch me cease to be
Malevolent love broke my will
When I needed help, suffering to feel
Malevolent love broke my will
When I needed help, suffering to feel
I'm suffering to feel
Malevolent love broke my will
When I needed help, suffering to feel
Malevolent love broke my will
When I needed help, suffering to feel.
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11. |
Nothing Left
03:11
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365
I'm just running out of days
Your time is up now fuck you
I've watched you dig your hole
When I was at the top
Fill it with your words
You made them up
I'm just a wreck
See for yourself
There's nothing left
So what's it gonna be?
I’d give it all
To save my sanity
So what's it gonna be?
Because of you
There's nothing left of me
I am not the enemy you see
I’m hearing voices, they're speaking to me
Inside my head
It's not safe here anymore
I can't fucking take this anymore
I just can't take this anymore
So what's it gonna be?
I’d give it all
To save my sanity
So what's it gonna be?
Because of you
There's nothing left of me
I watch my dreams as they turn to nightmares
Your days are numbered, I'm done
You were never there
365
I'm just running out of days
Your time is up now fuck you.
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12. |
Hate
01:40
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Take another hit
Do I have your attention?
I dug my own grave
Just to teach you a lesson
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13. |
Exhale
11:10
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This is my final outcome
That I dare you to question
A hurricane of aggression
My world is dying
With no company
No prophecy for me
Why have we no harmony?
Only tears in the hands of the enemy
This is my final outcome
That I dare you to question
A hurricane of aggression
My world is over
I am not the same
But I will never change
This sickness has got a hold of me
Feeling like I'm blind now I can finally see
This is my final outcome
That I dare you to question
A hurricane of aggression
My world is dying
I don't want to exist
This is my final outcome
that I dare you to question
a hurricane of aggression.
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Blood Youth Harrogate, UK
Blood Youth shine as one of UK Metal’s brightest talents. Blending bile with beauty, the quartet create an intense sonic
experience that is unmistakably their own.
Iridescent and resilient, Blood Youth have earned a legion of dedicated followers and have firmly established themselves as a frontrunner of modern metal.
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